Showing posts with label Medical Tests. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Medical Tests. Show all posts

Friday, March 13, 2015

The Tough Days

If I told you that everyday in my journey with Sam is easy...I would be lying...however, everyday in my journey with Sam is precious...that I will always realize and forever be thankful for.

Sam has had a tough winter and by tough I mean 90+ days of illness, 2 bouts of pneumonia, auto immune reactions, immune reactions, sudden onset of GERD, mouth ulcers, severe weight loss, increase of OCD sensory issues along with daily smiles, giggle fits and some much needed sarcasm on my part to get us through.

Whew...and I thought the external fixator was going to be the toughest 4 months of my life...it was...this winter is running a close second...hmmm, maybe third after the time spent in the ICU when Sam stopped breathing and suffered his brain injury.  The really, really hard part is watching Sam go through so much and not really being sure if we are helping him or hurting him. I realize as a Mom and chief caretaker of Sam that it is my responsibility to watch, analyze, pick up on the small things, research, ask 8 million questions, drive his pediatrician crazy (God love that man), worry (wait not worry...pray instead), scream, cry and sometimes just hold him so close that I hope whatever is bothering him somehow transfers to me and I can deal with it, figure it out and make it go away. When Sam hurts, my heart hurts more and I will do everything in my power to make him feel better.

Our winter journey began at the end of our road trip to Montana when Sam caught the Enteriovirus 68 that swept across the country and claimed many innocent children's lives. After that virus he never got back to stable, it seemed like he had one virus after the next and when that wasn't enough he threw in some autoimmune reactions and then his body decided to try a different strategy and brought on GERD which led to a couple of pneumonias and a GERD medication that appears to be causing mouth ulcers that required narcotic pain medication but not before we had a full oral examination done under anesthesia so we could rule out a tooth problem. Yep...a whole load of crap and one little guy that still feels terrible, has lost 44 lbs. and just wants the same thing I do...stability. Not sick, not in pain, not unable to eat...just stable.

I decided to begin to wean Sam from the GERD medication to allow his mouth to heal, unfortunately his GERD symptoms decided to take on a life of their own and today was a very tough day which followed two sleepless nights of trying to deal with Sam's mouth pain issues and the hyperness that results from narcotic pain medication. Oh joy!

During my late night research I came across a couple of interesting facts about GERD, GERD medication depletes B12 which unfortunately Sam is already depleted on...so I decided to up his B12 injections.  GERD can be caused by too much or too little of stomach acid and GERD itself can cause mouth ulcers as well as the medication used to treat GERD.  Most nutritionists believe that GERD is caused by bacterial overgrowth.  I really liked this article on GERD written by a doctor with a strong viewpoint on nutrition versus medication. http://www.proteinpower.com/drmike/gerdacid-reflux/gerd-treatment-nutrition-vs-drugs-3/

So as I headed up to see Dr. Vu I had a couple of thoughts in mind.  I can treat bacterial issues with colloidal silver, I can up his B12 injections and I can try adding an organic Amish remedy for acid reflux as I wean Sam from the medication, but how do I get his body to stop over or under producing acid.  His diet is the anti inflammation diet and we have already further removed any potential foods that could cause reflux.

To say Sam was in a mood today...is an understatement of epic proportions.  Sam didn't want to see Dr. Vu or any doctor for that matter, Sam's mouth hurt and he was fixated on that and Sam was having congestion issues caused by his GERD symptoms which made him more uncomfortable and Sam was hungry and wanted to eat but his mouth ulcers made that difficult too. Sam fought both Dr. Vu and I through the entire muscle testing segment.  For those who don't know Dr. Vu he is 
Vu Nguyen, D.C. and has been working in the Fox Valley area since moving to Neenah, WI in 1998. He received his Doctorate of Chiropractic degree in 1996 from Palmer College of Chiropractic in Davenport, IA. Dr. Vu works to improve his patient's whole health with chiropractic adjustments, physical rehabilitation, nutritional counseling, lifestyle modifications, work modifications and prevention education.  He is a Certified Chiropractic Spinal Trauma practitioner and Certified in the Cox Flexion/Distraction technique for low back and radiating leg conditions caused by disc herniations. Dr. Vu will treat the neck with a specific adjustment called the N.U.C.C.A. technique that uses low force and low pressure that does not produce the "cracking" in the neck. Dr. Vu also performs treatments for allergy and sensitivity problems using muscle testing, NAET, Standard Process supplements and without the use of needles or medication. Dr. Vu works with his patient's as much as necessary not to just improve their pain, but improve all aspects of their lives.
 
In our world Dr. Vu helps Sam's body communicate what it needs or what it is struggling with when Sam is unable to.  He does this through muscle testing, and I know someone is saying "What the heck is muscle testing?" Muscle testing is something you have to experience to really comprehend and yes it is different than anything your traditional doctor will do but it has been unbelievably accurate and helpful in figuring things out for Sam.  Here is a video that describes the process:
 
 
Well if you are still with me, you are beginning to think outside the box.  Now lets take it one step further and add that when we test Sam, since he will not cooperate with this, Dr. Vu tests through me while I hold on to Sam.  Are you freaked out yet??  Sooo...instead of answering all the questions swirling through your mind about what appears to be an unreal way of reading the body I am going to instead tell you what Dr. Vu figured out with Sam today.
 
Before I do that I will tell you about a past experience.  When Sam had the external fixator on his hip we had issue after issue with pin problems, infection, granulation tissue and Sam's body appearing to fight this thing with all it's might.  We had tried antibiotics, manuka honey, different dressings and ointments to no avail, Sam continued to have black flesh, granulation, infection and then Dr. Vu treated Sam for a body/brain imbalance and an issue with Sam's body fighting it's own RNA and miraculously the last month of Sam's external fixator was uneventful and his pin sites looked the best they had during the entire four months.
 
Soooo today when Dr. Vu began to test he first checks to see if Sam's nervous system is functioning and his was blocked.  He then determines what is blocking it and it was Sam's digestive tract. As he tested further he determined that Sam needed enzymes but more importantly he needed some supplements to help his brain and nervous system to work with his digestive tract, basically his brain wasn't communicating properly with his digestive tract (my mind pictures his brain not getting the message through to produce or not produce stomach acid).
 
So, we added these supplements to his protocol:
 
Multizyme:   Multizyme contains digestive enzymes to support the proper breakdown of proteins, carbohydrates, and fats.
  • Enzymes provide support in the gastric and intestinal phases of digestion
  • Supplemental pancreatic enzymes support pancreatic function
Hypothalmex: 
Before detailing Standard Process Hypothalmex, people have to understand the importance of its impact on the hypothalamus gland. This gland keeps everything running in a smooth way, even while sleeping. Despite its size, this gland is very powerful and can be found beneath the thalamus on both sides of the third ventricle of the brain. In order to be able to keep up with bodily changes, the gland communicates with the other organs in real time. In fact, it actually coordinates blood pressure, electrolyte and fluid balance, body weight that should be kept within normal ranges, depending on the internal and external conditions, as well as body temperature.
In addition, hypothalamus secretes a variety of hormones which are able to control any gland contained by the endocrine system, thus receiving the cue from chemical signals which are sent throughout the organism. These hormones are then released in the bloodstream in proper times and amounts and later stimulate growth of adrenal gland while also promoting protein synthesis every bodily cell.

Chlorophyll:  Chlorophyll Complex supports multiple body systems.
  • Provides antioxidant activity
  • Supports vascular health
  • Supports the body's normal immune system function
  • Provides cardiovascular support
  • Maintains skin and hair health*
Black Current Seed:  Black Currant Seed Oil contains the essential fatty acid gamma-linolenic acid.
  • Encourages proper eicosanoid synthesis (central nervous system communication)
  • Supports the body's normal tissue repair process
  • Supports normal blood flow
  • Supports healthy immune system function*
Cataplex AC:  Cataplex A-C helps support immune function and maintains healthy cells and tissues.
  • Helps maintain healthy mucous membranes
  • Supports a healthy immune response
  • Provides ingredients with antioxidant activity
  • Supports the hematopoietic system
  • Helps maintain healthy epithelial and connective tissues
  • Contains a combination of key ingredients from Cataplex A and Cataplex C along with Echinacea
Symplex M:  Symplex M supports the healthy function of the testes and the adrenal, pituitary, and thyroid glands.
RNA:  Ribonucleic Acid (RNA), derived from yeast, supports cell replication, growth, and protein synthesis.
  • Promotes healthy cellular growth and development
  • Supports healthy cellular functioning*
Our goal is to wean Sam off the GERD medication, by using the Amish Reflux Remedy which includes organic apple cider vinegar, ginger and garlic, all things his body can digest without adverse reactions.  Use the supplements to kill the bacteria, support the immune system, improve the central nervous system communication, boost the brain and hypothalmex function, regulate the thyroid and pituitary and help promote healthy cellular function.  Use colloidal silver to further kill bacteria and keep the system clean.

We leave for Arizona in a week or so and I hope and pray, and pray and hope this all works and Sam gets to enjoy his vacation.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Finding Answers!!!

Many of you have noticed that my blog posting has dropped off...I've been kinda quiet. It isn't from lack of events or not enough happening to post about. We all know Sam would never allow me to get bored. It was something different.

Did you ever have someone ask you a question or make a statement...and for some reason that question stuck in your head and you couldn't let go of it? You find yourself thinking about what they said and you wonder why you keep thinking about it. I always consider those messages heaven sent. Someone is trying to tell me something or something struck a nerve and it is an area I need to work on or need to focus some attention on.

Every morning I pray that God would be with me and guide me. Well, let's just say there's been a lot of guidance occurring lately. It all started a few weeks back when we found out that Sam's hip had not shown any regrowth and we repeated Sam's bloodwork. The results we got back from the bloodwork was encouraging. Here in an excerpt from my letter to Sam's doctors.

The major changes in the bloodwork to note are:

Test

Sam’s level 11/1/11

Range

Sam’s level 1/13/12

Notes

IgG

685

508-1080

739

IgA

44

52-232

48

IgM

18

36-226

34

Ionized Calcium

1.13

4.5-5.3

4.80

Magnesium

1.8-3.0

2.1

Vitamin D3

32

30-100

58

Original level 18

The changes we have noted are as follows:

Sam is healthy, no illness since his hospitalization for double pneumonia even though his brother and sister have both been sick.

Sam’s eyes are no longer constantly dilated. Both eyes are working properly.

Sam’s posterior rash is showing marked improvement.

Sam’s bowel movements have increased to 3 times per day, formed and light in color.

Sam is able to tolerate a full dose of Nutrivene without any adverse affects.

Sam’s recovery from his course of intravenous antibiotics which would normally be around 6 months to get his system back on track which includes reduction in yeast and excessive stimming is already on track.

Sam no longer is constantly seeking food and has lost 6 lbs.

Sam is able to pull out more words, not just scripted speech.

Sam still struggles with listening, processing and responding unless physically cued.

Sam has shown better intuitive play skills.

Stimming had picked up in the beginning (including vision play, repetitive actions (tapping, arranging, OCD behavior), constant “Mom” request, excessive self talk or playing movie/cartoon episodes out), and has now reduced to a lower level but he still has a great deal of verbal stims. Basically now if Sam is bored he will stim.

Sam is showing better ROM in his left hip. He is now sitting Indian style in his wheelchair, can rotate his hip to go further underwater and is more cooperative in pool therapy depending upon the day and his mood.

Sam is still asking for the wheelchair for distances further than his mobility within the home. He is no longer putting himself in traction but still needs to change position on a regular basis. Sitting for longer periods such as a trip to the Zoo will cause him to lay down more often when we return. I have seen an increase in crawling sometimes from one room to another and he still shows marked discomfort in a standing position.

I would love to say Sam is easier to work with, but Sam is Sam and he has a strong personality (must be a family trait), overall I think he feels better and his frustration level and tolerance of chores, home program and therapy has improved.

Sam continues to have speech therapy (2x per week), aqua therapy (2x per week), NACD (www.nacd.org) home program, respite care out in the community 3x per week and he will now participate in Special Olympics in swimming.

Along with this update I had sent Sam's x-rays and MRI to Dr. Dror Paley, a renowned Perthes specialist located in Miami Florida. Even though the medical records and x-rays got delayed and no one seemed to be sure if they were sent out or not...I didn't get anxious, frustrated or worried. I was calm...not something that happens often with my A type personality. Prior to the bloodtests I was ready to pack my bags and head to Miami for what I thought would be more surgery...but the bloodtests gave me hope. I wasn't disappointed or surprised when I received Dr. Paley's response:

Since the hip is well contained and well covered and since Shenton's line is reduced, the decision making at this point is based on only two factors; hip range of motion and Shenton's line. If the range of motion is good and Shenton's line remains unbroken, then no further treatment is required for now. If the hip range of motion deteriorates or if Shenton's line becomes broken indicating collapse I would use distraction.

We are okay. Now being the A type personality that I am that doesn't mean I didn't have a few further questions about bone regrowth and how long to wait nor did I stop my continuing research on hyperbaric oxygen treatment for AVN...but we are okay for now. We can relax.

I turned my focus on just enjoying Sam. I invited his cousin Eli for a weekend stay so they could spend some time together and go to the monster truck rally. They had some great air hockey matches and I loved listening to the two of them talking together. Eli said he could understand most of what Sam said and to me that in itself was a blessing and showed how far we have come. I smiled as I listened to the two of them talk at night before going to sleep. Sam calling out to "EI" and Eli always responding "Yes, Sam". In order to make it equally as fun for Eli and to accommodate Sam's schedule we also had Eli go plowing and to work with Ben.

Eli, Ben, Sam, Jeff and I all enjoyed the monster truck rally. Sister Danielle was off on a girl's weekend filled with skiing and snowmobiling in Michigan. This was a first time experience for Sam and yes...I wondered how he was going to deal with the noise.

When it was about to begin I put a head set on Sam. He immediately handed it back to me. But then the first truck started it's engine and Sam quickly turned to me and said "Mom, too loud!" I put the head set back on, he tapped it a couple of times and decided it was a good idea. No meltdown, no issue...he just removed them during the down time and asked that I put them back on whenever it got loud.

HE LOVED THE MONSTER TRUCK RALLY!!

All 3 boys wanted to stay afterwards to watch the clean up. Yep, those are my boys.

Our snowfall has been pretty non-existent this year but when it did snow Sam wanted to go outside and play. Putting snowpants, boots, mittens and a hat on sensory boy has never been something to look forward to. Add in Perthes and everything just becomes a little harder, inability to stand for any length of time which means putting on snow pants and boots is a challenge...then let's try to walk with a leg length difference, already unstable balance on crunchy uneven snow. Doesn't that sound like fun?? But this smile...

...and seeing Sam sit cross legged on a sled is definitely worth it.

I love watching the interaction between him and Buddy.

This big beautiful dog is Sam's protector and friend.

Sam and I laughed as Buddy's split personality came out. Here he thinks he's a retriever.

And here, he's playful as a poodle.

Sam did great on our walk through the woods...of course him sitting on the sled and me pulling. No need to go to the gym, I can just hang out with Sam. Between pulling him on a sled or pushing him in his wheelchair and wrestling his wheelchair in and out of my trunk I feel I have completed my workout. Whew!!

Sam often rubs his left leg when we are outside. The only thing I can think of is that his hardware reacts to the cold. As he made his way out of the snow with my help his hip needed a rest before he could venture into the house. So he laid down on the driveway for a few minutes.

It's kinda sad that something so simple like playing in the snow can cause such pain and discomfort.

In an effort to break away from the research and medical issues I even took a day to enjoy one of Danielle's volleyball tournaments.

I love watching her volleyball games and I think she is becoming a very strong player. I am proud of her making the club team and I hope to attend all of her games.

We celebrated Ben's 17th birthday. Time is just going by too fast. I still remember the little boy working on his John Deere toy tractor on the driveway...now he's working on his diesel truck or one of his many other toys.

Everything was going pretty well. I was often times too tired to stay up and write on the blog. Sam's nutritional requirements, diet, therapies, home program and medical appointments seemed to fill my day and I tried to get everything else done in between. And then came the comment that would change my thought process.

Sam and I had gone to the YMCA for his aqua therapy. As usual I sat in the chairs next to the pool with his wheelchair and watched him and his therapist Wendy in the pool. A group of adults from our community rehabilitation center for people with developmental disabilities had just left the pool area. I often watch these people wondering what they were like when they were Sam's age which of course leads me to thinking about what Sam will be like at their age and then I stop myself and remind myself to just take it one day at a time. As I was sitting watching Sam a man and lady came up to the edge of the pool, the lady asked "Are you a caretaker?" Thinking she thought I was a respite worker I quickly answered, "No, I'm Sam's mom". She raised her eyebrows and then smiled and said, "I'm a caretaker for him, my husband." Her husband smiled and waved and then they both walked away. It was one of those moments that you sat and wondered if you had answered correctly. As a mom of a special needs child we are put into many different roles: mom, nurse, therapist, teacher, friend, bodyguard...and caretaker. I wasn't sure if I was struck by the thought of wondering when you go from being a wife or mom...to just a caretaker. Not that being a caretaker isn't an important job but if we were to look at the hierarchy...I think it would rank below wife or mom. I wasn't judging this woman's response because I have long learned that I can not judge anyone unless I walk in their shoes. But something about that encounter kept bothering me. I absolutely understand the role of the caretaker. When Sam was in his body brace he required my full assistance 24/7 and I was happy to do it. I have often heard parents of children with significant medical needs refer to themselves as caretakers. As much as I tried to reason it out or let it go...it just kept coming back to me.

Then the other day Sam and I had a rough start. I wasn't sure if he had slept poorly, if his hip hurt, if he didn't feel good. Add to that the fact that my shoulder and back was sore and I woke up feeling tired not just physically, but mentally. Put the two of us together and we were a force to be reckoned with. I decided to opt out of program and head to the grocery store. As I began to wheel Sam in I began to dread the usual grocery store experience. Sam is a "meet and greet" kind of guy and will say "Hello" to everyone he sees. At this particular store he usually receives maybe 10 to 20% of positive replies. A lot of people ignore his "Hello", act like they didn't hear him (and we all know Sam has never been really quiet) or shuffle off in another direction. I felt the cloud that was following me...creeping in further. We came to the produce area and our first victim...no scratch that....disappointment...no too negative...we'll just say person came into view. Sam immediately smiled and yelled "Hello Lady". She smiled back and said "Hello, what's your name?" Sam answered, "I Sam". The lady replied "It's so nice to meet you". Sam said "Bye lady, later." She chuckled, said "Later Sam" and walked away. I wheeled Sam over to the deli and out of the blue another lady walked up and started up a conversation with Sam. I couldn't help but smile. This lady thanked me for allowing her to converse with Sam. I wanted to pinch myself...maybe I was dreaming. This continued on in every aisle. It was as if someone announced we were coming and everyone was told to be on their best behavior. By the time I got to the last aisle, I was chuckling and thinking "Wow God, you're good". In the last aisle we came across an older man we often see at the store and he never acknowledges Sam. But today he said "Hi young man" and I almost fell over. Sam was in his glory and I was again humbled.

When we got out to the car, I thanked God for giving me a much needed boost and I prayed that he continue to guide me. I also asked him to explain why I was so struck by the caregiver comment and can't seem to let go of it.

When I woke up this morning and began to go through my day with Sam...I got it. Sam and I have been working on chores and daily living skills with what I thought was a mild enthusiasm from Sam. Due to Sam's auditory processing issues I have been using visual guides to assist him. Sam didn't seem interested and protested at every chance he could. I had begun to give up, to do the chore myself or to move on to something else...but this morning I decided to see who was the stronger one. I brought out Sam's visual aid to help him collect everything needed for breakfast. This requires him to pull things out of cabinets, the refrigerator, use his step stool and place the items on the counter top. He began to protest. I stood my ground and decided to reinforce the concept. I pointed to the guide and said "Sam do or no breakfast". He got out a plate and put in on the guide and then decided to grab a bag of chips instead. I met him in the living room and grabbed the chips, returned him to the kitchen and repeated "Sam do or no food". I left and went to take my shower. I fully expected that when I came back he would be sitting in the front room watching TV having made no progress toward breakfast and I would have to walk him through it again. But much to my surprise he was sitting in the kitchen and there were items on the guide. Now it wasn't perfect but it was an excellent try. You could see the pride on his face. He had done something that mattered. We made the necessary corrections and I rewarded him by making breakfast. As I was making breakfast a few things struck me. Sam didn't make a good attempt until I left the room, I think he is used to me giving in or getting tired of waiting. My expectations are too low, he can definitely do more than what he is showing me. That's when I got the answer to my question. I am obviously a good caretaker but I don't want to be one. I want Sam to be independent but my actions have not reflected my feelings. When Sam had his surgery I became the caretaker 100% and I had too. But that setback did more than just slow down Sam's progress it made me change my thinking and alter my overall journey. Believe me, Sam is more than happy having me be the caretaker and easing the burden of teaching and helping him to become more independent. Wouldn't any of us like to have someone wait on us hand and foot...but then I see the look of pride in Sam's face when he accomplishes something on his own and I have to continue to move forward, to caregive less and challenge more. It's a difficult line with a child that now has a physical challenge along with his normal day to day challenges. I know this is the message Ellen Doman was trying to get through to me with our latest NACD program.

Jeff and I have talked about building a new home. I have asked him to consider building the one level handicap accessible ranch home we would like but also building a second smaller home for Sam. Someplace he could call his own and be completely independent and responsible for. The lot we have purchased would accommodate two homes and give Sam some space and privacy to work on his skills and abilities while allowing us to monitor his progress. I have learned that Sam often does better when he realizes that what he is doing is important and must be done and Mom is not there to do it for him. Kinda like the mantra that constantly runs through my head when I am cleaning our house "It's gotta be done and if I don't do it no one else will." The fact that I have that mantra is probably another message but I need to picture Sam saying and doing the things he needs to do to be independent. If I set that as the goal I quickly realize we have a lot of work ahead of us. Oh, who am I kidding if I have that mantra there is work to be done with all three of my children. We are starting with chores and will expand to breaking down Sam's day so that he can accomplish more on his own. Letting go and letting him do more. It's scarier than having Ben or Danielle do more, alot more worries and unknowns, but it is necessary. Sam may decide he never wants to live fully on his own and that's okay too. The skills he is learning will make him an integral part of the family he is with.

Let me share what it looks like to shadow Sam and the struggles both he and I face. Yesterday I began with the trip to the YMCA for aqua therapy something Sam does twice a week. I told Sam we were going to the pool and he needed to get ready. He looked at me and didn't move because normally I would put everything together and he would just have to walk out to the car. So I had to stop myself and think what would Sam have to do to go to the YMCA by himself. I told him he needed his YMCA bag. He found it and dropped it at my feet. Do you see the trend I've instilled now??? I asked him "What do you need for the Y?" He told me "swimsuit, towel". I said "Well, you better go get them". He did and I was thrilled to see him put them in the bag and zipper it up. He said "Okay, Mom go". I said "Hmmm, we'll need to get a locker". I was thrilled when he opened the side zipper and said "Okay, card". He watched me get my shoes and jacket and followed suit without any prompting. This is better! As we walked out to the garage he looked at his wheelchair and said "Mom, stop, wheelchair". I played dumb and said "Yep, that's a wheelchair". Sam said, "Mom, stop, wheelchair trunk". I told him "You're right, we'll need to put the wheelchair in the trunk". Sam gets into the car on his own and puts on his seatbelt and of course reminds me to put mine on too. We drove to the YMCA and Sam told me to get the wheel chair. This I have to do so I jump out of the car. Sam always locks his door and waits for me to say "Open please". He smiles and opens the door. I wheel him in since he does not have the strength yet to wheel himself but we work on a small section of self propelled wheeling and then have Sam press the handicap door openers. He presented them with his card with a wonderful "Hello Lady" and even answered when they asked "How are you today?" and got his key. We headed to the family locker room and Sam began taking off his clothes and then waited for me to get out his swimsuit. I went to the bathroom and took time washing my hands so he decided to unzip his bag and get things out himself. He put on his swimsuit and placed the towel on his chair. His clothes remained on the changing platform. I pointed to them with a questioning look and he said "Put in bag". I said "You should do that" and he did. I had to tell him to zipper the bag and then he hopped into his wheelchair. I pointed to the key and he grabbed it. We went out to the lockerroom and more tests for both Mom and Sam appeared. Sam had the key but didn't look to see what number he had and proceeded to try to put the key in the nearest locker which of course caused instant frustration. Yep it would have been easy to grab the key and put it in the right one but than I'm not shadowing him in a way that he will learn what to do in that situation. I told him to stop and look at the key. He of course looked at the back of the key and when I turned it over he said "5" even though the number was "15". I had him try locker 5 which didn't work and told him to look at the number again. After whining he got to the number 15 but still proceeded to locker 13 because that was the closest. I said "Sam, look for locker 15". Yep the frustration was beginning to show for both of us. He finally realized that locker 15 was next to 13 and attempted to put the key in upside down. Deep breath and space as I watched him talk himself through turning the key around and trying again. Finally the locker opened and he put his bag inside. He jumped back in his wheelchair and I waited and finally pointed to the locker. He said "oh yeah close, get key". He handed me the key but what I couldn't help but notice is the look of satisfaction on his face. We repeated everything when we left the pool and I was pleasantly surprised when Sam wanted to help me load the wheelchair and bag in the trunk instead of just jumping in and waiting for me.

Is it time consuming? Yes. Does it test my patience? Yes. Does it require me to continually think about what we are doing? Yes. Does Sam becoming more independent encourage me and scare the crap out of me at the same time, YES! But is it all worth it when I see that look of satisfaction, of a job well done on Sam's face? YES, YES, YES!!

A typical parent can worry about independence but a parent of a special needs child has so many more unknowns. The locker situation would not have frustrated the typical 11 year old, they would have figured it out on their own. Our next step would be to have Sam go in the room by himself, then to go into the locker room by himself and finally have him go to the men's locker room by himself. Doesn't seem really scary to the average parent of a teenager, but in order to make a proper comparison you have to think about doing the same thing with your 3-5 year old child. Letting them go into a room or men's locker room unattended, unsupervised. Now what thoughts come to your mind? Do you feel the anxiety? Do you begin to understand why this process is so difficult for us as parents?

My new mantra "Expect more, do less, patience and persistence will prevail." Add in Sam's mantra "We did it" and how can we go wrong?? It is never too early to start shadowing and thinking about how to teach those things that most of us take for granted. Each day Sam will challenge me to walk a tightrope I often feel has no safety net. How much can I challenge and expect him to do but keep in mind his health and medical issues. How do I help him reach his full potential and yet keep him safe or am I really working on both of those issues at the same time??? Today I pray for courage!! Courage is defined as that quality of mind which enables one to encounter danger and difficulties with firmness, or without fear, or fainting of heart; valor; boldness; resolution.

Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex... It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction.
Albert Einstein


You cannot build character and courage by taking away a man's initiative and independence.
Abraham Lincoln

Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen.
Winston Churchill


Friday, December 30, 2011

Our Journey With Diet and Supplements





Sam came into the world a whopping 10 lbs., 2 oz. and I originally took that as a sign that he was not going to be like the typical child with Down syndrome because from my reading most were born early and they were small. He was only a day early and that was because I was induced and he looked like a toddler when he was born. It should have been my first clue that Sam was not going to go by the book, Sam's journey was going to be his own and he didn't want me to get comfortable with anything written or pictured in a book. Now looking back, how could I have possibly thought that there was a typical child with Down syndrome?? They are all so very unique.


As I researched Down syndrome and tried to understand our new reality I quickly became side tracked as Sam decided to keep me focused on him. He had feeding issues, he seemed to struggle with breathing while he slept. His feet and hands were often so blue or purple that I would hide them in his pajamas so people wouldn't stare. Wow, it was fun finding these pictures again, but take a look at Sam's hands in our Christmas photo. They are perfectly purple. I have really cute kids...don't I??? Okay...so I'm a little biased.


Sam's first year was a rough one with numerous hospitalizations for illness and respiratory issues. He was on antibiotics so many times I lost count. It seemed so hard to keep Sam healthy and breathing correctly not to mention trying to get food in him. Sam loved to eat, but he had swallowing and breathing issues...those two bodily functions didn't seem to work together for him. We had to thicken any and all thin liquids to keep Sam from aspirating. I was awake more than I slept in that first year as I continually needed to monitor Sam's breathing and re-position him as needed to maintain a good airway. My first year I was overwhelmed by trying to understand if what we were experiencing was a result of Down syndrome or something else. This was my first experience with a medically involved child and I was trying to learn as fast as I could. I often got discouraged when I saw other children with Down syndrome who seemed to eat and breathe fine, who seemed to be progressing and meeting their developmental goals.

Our first big set back occurred on the day Sam was baptized. Sam was 1 month old and he seemed lethargic that day and it was more difficult than most to keep his airway stable. Looking back I now know I should have had a pulse ox and oxygen available in Sam's first year but no one seemed to know the extent of his breathing issues. Sam began to have some severe apnea issues where he would have to be physically startled to take a breath. During these times he would turn a bluish gray color and we rushed him to Children's Hospital. The doctor's seemed to be skeptical because Sam arrived awake and pink in color but they quickly took a look at his heart, considered reflux and did a chest x-ray. Sam was admitted for observation and it was when he fell asleep that the episodes returned but now he was hooked up to a monitor and I could see what was happening. Sam would drift asleep and suddenly all of his stats just dropped off and he did not return unless I physically startled him. I called the nurse in and it happened again and this time everyone came running. We were transferred to the ICU and a tube was put into Sam's nose to send a message to the brain that he needed to use this airway. Sam was originally a mouth breather but after many medical tests we found out that the combination of his tonsils and adnoids taking up 70% of his airway uninfected, his floppy airway and extra esophageal fold put him at a huge risk for apnea. It was at this time that we were given a very bleak picture that because of Sam's severe apnea issues that he most likely had suffered a brain injury from oxygen deprivation and his right side was showing a significant weakness. Here is Sam after he returned home.


We did notice that his right side did not move as much as the left and if he rolled over he often lost track of his right arm or leg and they could end up in strange positions. Sam did not belly crawl until he was 19 months old and he did not walk until he was 3 years old and these events only occurred through a lot of work and with the help of NACD. But even through the set backs it was this face and smile that kept me going.


Although Sam's life was filled with medical appointments and evaluations, Ben and Danielle just kept loving him and they were both very protective of him.


After his ICU experience we now had more cardiac appointments as they monitored Sam's ASD. We were scheduled for a swallow study but interestingly the sleep study didn't come about until he was 10 months old. It also is interesting to me that an apnea monitor and oxygen didn't come home with us. Hindsight is a wonderful thing but not much help when you are going through the experience. The swallow study diagnosed Sam with dysphagia or a late swallow. Sam failed the sleep study in spades. The ENT point blank told me that unless Sam had his tonsils and adenoids removed immediately he would become a pulmonary cripple. At 11 months Sam had his tonsils and adenoids removed and I was pleasantly surprised by how much better he and I could breathe and sleep. I know you are all loving the baby pictures, so here are a few more.

Sam at 3 months, already looking forward to his employment at J&H.


Sam at 4 months old, monkeying around.


Sam at 10 months old. Yep, he has always been adorable.


And his 2 favorite people in the world, brother Ben and Danielle.


We had a huge birthday celebration for Sam. I think I was thrilled that he and I made it through the first year.


The next photograph is one of my absolute favorites of Sam and Danielle together.


So, in all honestly, in Sam's first year I was not overly concerned with diet and supplements because I was focused on swallowing, eating and a little thing called breathing. We began with NACD when Sam was 18 months old and it was the first time I had heard about Nutrivene and Ellen Doman had requested that we remove dairy from Sam's diet. In all honesty...I thought Ellen was way off about dairy...I mean we live in Wisconsin...the dairy state?? But as I was soon to learn, she was usually spot on and I had some learning to do. We removed dairy and Sam's congestion went away. I thought congestion was just part of Sam, I couldn't remember when he wasn't congested. The change to raw goat milk, almond milk and rice milk was one of the easiest changes and because we saw an immediate result it was easy to stick to. I had so much to learn and my next dive was into the world of supplementation. I checked out Nutrivene and loved the testimonials. I thought this may be an answer to my prayers and I ordered the powder. At first Sam would happily take it in his applesauce but that ended after about 2 weeks. The other problem I had was that Sam seemed less focused, more stimmy and I hadn't even gotten up to the full dose yet. His skin looked worse with some added rashes and his temperment changed. I quickly figured out that my experience with Nutrivene was not going to make it in the positive testimonial section. I began to realize that once again Sam's journey was going to challenge me further. I still felt in my gut that Nutrivene was a good supplement and I still recommend it to parents that ask me about supplements.


After talking with a fellow NACD mom we switched Sam to Brain Link and Cod Liver Oil and his body seemed to like it. His focus improved and the stimming reduced down to his typical amount...Sam has never completely given up on stimming. It's a dream I have. When Sam was little his stimming was rocking, playing with images out of the corner of his eyes, getting too close to the TV screen and a little bit of flapping or finger play next to the eyes. The stims have changed over the years and he is always very creative with his stimming. He could start out with good play and turn it into a stim.

It was nice to see that in Sam's 2nd Christmas photo, his color was so much better and his hands were nice and pink.


When Sam went in for his 2nd year cardiac appointment we were disappointed to hear that his ASD had not closed on it's own and he would be scheduled for surgery on his 3rd birthday. I jumped into research mode again and found Willis Langford. Willis was a wealth of information and plunged me into the world of nutrition and supplementation. He was the first to talk with me about Leaky Gut. He answered my gazillion questions and tried to desperately teach me about the body's metabolic systems. It seemed very over whelming to me and I felt like I would need a bio-chemist to assist me. We began to give Sam Mannatech supplements. This was our only addition to his supplements and amazingly when Sam went into his 3 year cardiac appointment his ASD had closed and his surgery was cancelled. My mind began to wrap around the idea of helping Sam's body through supplementation.

I joined the Einstein list and I spent a lot of time reading through the archives. I'm not going to go into lengthy explanation on the metabolic cycles regarding Down syndrome because others have done it so much better than I could. Please see: Basic Cell Biology for Parents of Children with Down syndrome, Down syndrome is a Treatable Condition, and my all time favorite...A Hole in the Bucket. I began to piece together things I had heard from doctors, nutritionists, holistic doctors and other parents. Sam continued to have issues with respiratory illnesses, pneumonia and croup. I tried a lot of different supplements but they didn't seem to address these issues. I got excited when I read about a supplement that helped a child on the listserve but I was quickly discouraged when Sam would have the opposite result or even worse side effects. Sam also had skin reactions, behavior breakdown, temper tantrums and side effects to medications that were not expected. I often felt like I was fighting a losing battle.

NACD began to talk with me about changing Sam's diet. Leaky gut came up again and I jumped into my research mode again. So much of what I read pretty much described Sam. I began to wrap my mind around the fact that Sam's diet needed to be addressed. The nutritional supplements would be lost on a system that couldn't digest and use them. I added supplements to address yeast to our protocol (a probiotic, grapefruit seed extract, garlic & oregano oil) and I began to slowly break down Sam's diet. Something Ellen Doman said to me really helped. She told me about the SCD diet but she told me to think of Sam's diet in the terms of fruit, vegetables and meat...as organic and natural as possible. Shop on the edges of the store and skip everything processed in the middle. I remembered hearing that vegetables that grew close to the ground were the healthiest and should always be organic.

I would love to tell you that I jumped in head first and all our problems were resolved. Instead...I struggled...I listened to those around me that said that having something special or off diet once in a while can't hurt....birthday cake...ice cream...a McDonald's Happy Meal. I mean, shouldn't every child experience a Happy Meal once in their life? I thought that if I watched his diet most of the time...I was doing great. Well, I quickly learned that my lack of commitment to the diet wasn't helping Sam in any way. I was still feeding his yeast issues and with the yeast came lack of focus, increased stimming, temper tantrums, hissy fits, bad bowel movements and his bodies inability to absorb and process nutritional supplements or medication. We were still in a bad place and Sam's immune system was still suffering.

I would often jump back on the diet but I learned that dietary changes do not necessarily show immediate outcomes. If I followed the diet for six weeks the changes were often so gradual that having not done this numerous times I could have missed them. I had to begin to realize that this was not a diet but instead a life change. Sam needed me to jump in head first and keep swimming. If I was going to help him heal his gut and improve his immune system I had to be committed to changing his food choices. I needed to let go of the idea that Sam could eat whatever we ate and I needed to really pay attention to giving Sam's body what it needed. It is now easy for me to tell when Sam's system is off. He recently was hospitalized for double pneumonia and a secondary infection and was on 4 different IV antibiotics before they determined which one was best. Sam had an allergic reaction to one of them and minor reactions to the others but most notable was the change in his behavior. He was hyper, stimmy and the gluten free choices in the hospital had too much rice for his system. We needed to get back home and work with the food choices that I knew his system could handle. Being gluten free was not enough for Sam, his system didn't handle a lot of rice well, corn was out, sugar was out. He couldn't handle enzymes but he needed them. His yeast was resistant and one course of supplements wasn't going to do much.


I had figured out that Sam's system did well with fermented vegetables and we love Little Red Hen and Company products. He eats a scoop of these before each meal and this helps him digest his food better. Sam also has a scoop or two of coconut kefir made by Slow Pokes a local store in Grafton, Wisconsin. The kefir can be mixed into a liquid or Sam and I can both eat the flavored kefir straight. Another wonderful find was a bread that Sam could tolerate. Most gluten free breads are made with rice or tapioca starch which didn't seem to work well in Sam's system. Slow Poke's brings in a bread from Deland Bakery which is a vegetable (zucchini) bread with millet.



I didn't really know what to supplement anymore. I would hear about new protocols and give it a try but Sam would quickly show me that he couldn't handle the supplements. Putting Sam on gingko or body bio oil resulted in increased stimming, lack of focus and inattention the exact opposite of what it was promised to do. We tried the Speak supplement for speech with some great initial results but increased stimming and a drop in speech after being on it for a month. His pulmonologist was hoping for the magic pill for Sam that would keep him from going into respiratory distress but everything we tried Sam reacted poorly to. He would become manic on inhalers or steroids. He would break out in rashes from antibiotics. Sam's bottom has had a rash on it for the last 4 years and every time we tried to treat it we made it worse. I noticed other changes too...Sam's eyes are always dilated, his pupils do not seem to react to light appropriately. So think about trying to read when you have been at the eye doctor and they have dilated your eyes. Hmmm....that could be a problem. We also have the added diagnosis of Perthes which in Sam's case is a late stage and has continued to break down his hip even after corrective surgery. So even with the advances and positive things we have seen with his food choices we still were not giving his body what it needed to function properly.

I wanted someone to test Sam and help me figure out what to supplement. I wanted to know why Sam couldn't take supplements that should help him. I wanted to move forward instead of feeling like we are always falling behind or waiting for the next diagnosis to hit. Although this journey with Sam has taken me to more doctors and specialists than I ever hoped to meet in my life I was willing to try one more. In my research on Perthes or AVN I had read about some patients seeing good results with oxygen chamber therapy. Considering Sam had issues with maintaining a healthy oxygen level this naturally caught my attention. A friend of mine told me about a local doctor that worked with a lot of children with Autism. What interested me was the fact that this doctor did extensive metabolic testing, understood the results, understood metabolic systems and disturbances and I hoped that maybe he could help me with Sam. He also knew and used hyperbaric oxygen therapy treatment with his patients.

I met with Dr. Norman Schwartz and he asked me what my concerns were about Sam. I explained everything I have covered here and showed him each of the supplements I was giving Sam and explained some of the ones I wish I could. He asked me to complete an extensive round of blood tests, urine tests and a stool sample. After we did we set up an appointment to review the test results. I was pleasantly surprised that Sam's pediatrician Dr. Dirk Steinert also wanted to attend this appointment. Although I am no longer a fan of collecting labels or diagnosis for Sam I was happy to see that someone could finally show that Sam did indeed have an autoimmune issue. All of Sam's Ig numbers were low with his IgA and Igm being the lowest. In my research it showed me the possibilities of celiac, respiratory/immune issues...pretty much describing some of Sam's issues. Sam also showed an abnormal thyroid range. Hyper instead of hypo.

The urine test used to complete the Organic Acids Test-Nutritional and Metabolic Profile gave us some more information. Sam has a high yeast or fungal overgrowth (see I told you Ellen is normally spot on). His low HVA levels indicate a lower production of the neurotransmitter dopamine which may be due to a deficiency in magnesium and B6. Low dopamine levels lead to loss of motor control, cravings, poor attention and focus, low drive or energy, cold hands and feet, putting weight on too easily, craving diet soda. Hmmm....pretty much describes Sam. Sam had low VMA levels which can manifest itself with sleep issues and fatigue and are also helped with magnesium and B6. Sam also had a low HIAA level which indicates lower production of serotonin. Low serotonin levels are often attributed to anxiety, panic attacks, obesity, insomnia and fibromyalgia.

One of the areas that kinda startled me was the high level of quinolinic acid in Sam's brain. The range for the Quinolinic test is .48-8.8, Sam's was at 9.1. The range for the Quinolinic/5-HIAA Ratio is less than 2.5 and Sam's level was 12. This high level may be a sign of inflammation or neural excitotoxicity. Quinolinic acid is derived from the amino acid tryptophan and is neurotoxic at high levels. As an excitotoxic stimulant of certain brain cells that hve NMDA-type receptors, high quinolinic acid may cause nerve cell death with continuous stimulation. Brain toxicity due to quinolinic acid has been implicated in Alzheimer's disease, autism, Huntington's disease, stroke, dementia of old age, depression, HIV-associated dementia, and schizophrenia. High levels of quinolinic acid may inhibit heart contractions, cause lipid peroxidation in the brain, and increase apoptosis (programmed cell death) of astrocytes in the human brain. The level of quinolinic acid is also highly correlated with the degree of arthritis impairment. (Yikes, that won't help the Perthes issue)

Treatment of excessive levels can be achieved by multiple approaches: reducing tryptophan supplements, preventing repeated infections and immune over stimulation, reducing the number of vaccines given at one time or increasing interval between vaccinations. (Already doing that) In addition, the drug deprenyl or the dietary supplements carnitine, melatonin, capsaicin, turmeric (curcumin) and garlic may reduce brain damage caused by quinolinic acid. Supplementation with 5-HTP may increase serotonin levels, but 5-HTP is not metabolized to quinolinic acid.

Sam had high ethylmalonic, methylsuccininc, adipic, suberic, or sebacic acids may be due to fatty acid oxidation disorders, carnitine deficiency, fasting, or to increased intake of the medium-chain triglycerides found in coconut oil, MCT oil and some infant formulas. The fatty acid oxidation defects are associated with hypoglycemia, apnea episodes, lethargy, and coma. Regardless of cause, supplementation with L-carnitine or acetyl-L-carnitine (500-100 mg per day) may be beneficial.

Sam's pyridoxic acid (B6) levels were low which may be associated with less than optimum health conditions (low intake, malabsorption, or dysbiosis). Sam's B5 and C level was also low.

In the Doctor's Data urine tests we learned that Sam's calcium was low and needs to be supplemented (Hmmm...could be very important for bone growth, don't you think). Sam's molybdenum was also low which can be linked to an increased allergic reaction to sulfite food additives.

In the Doctor's Data metal toxicity test Sam showed a high level of Barium.

Sam's stool sample show a low predominance of bacteria which is an indication of dysbiosis or the term that originally described Sam, leaky gut.

It felt good to finally put all the pieces together and come up with a plan. So what is Sam's plan???

PH Diet - We will try to daily test his first urination of the morning and check his PH level. Sam has slowly been working his way to the 6.4 - 6.6 range but we will continue to work on getting him to 7.0. Why the need to check his PH. Here are 5 reasons to do so from the Alkaline Diet website. You can also get a simple chart to see alkaline/acid foods.

Improved Energy Levels

Proper cell functioning is very important to a person’s overall energy level. If the cells are not healthy, they are not as effective at holding and transferring oxygen within the body. This can result in overall fatigue and a lack of energy. The body’s pH level can also affect a cell’s ability to produce adenosine triphosphate (ATP), which is important to the body’s energy level. This process normally takes place within a cell’s mitochondria. If the body’s pH level is too acidic, this process does not take place as effectively.

Healthier Teeth and Gums

When the pH level of the body is too acidic, it stands to reason that the mouth will also be quite acidic. Unfortunately, when the level of acid in the mouth is too high, it can cause bacteria to grow at a much faster rate. Bacteria can cause a number of different problems in the mouth, such as gum disease and bad breath. A high level of acid and bacteria in the mouth will also increase a person’s chances for tooth decay. Many people note an improvement in their overall level of oral health after switching to a diet program that promotes an alkaline pH level in the body.

Improved Immune Function

When cells are healthy, they are effectively able to absorb the nutrients they require. Healthy cells are also efficient at eliminating waste products. If cells become weakened in any way, they are not nearly as effective at these kinds of functions. As a result, infectious organisms have a better chance of affecting these cells. When the body’s pH is too acidic, cells cannot function at their optimal level. This is why a person is more likely to become ill, develop infections, or even develop cancer when their diet is acidic as compared to alkaline.

Reduced Pain and Inflammation

Magnesium is one of the minerals the body uses to help control excessive acidity. If you eat a diet that has an acidic effect, the body is forced to use more magnesium to help neutralize it. However, magnesium is also a useful nutrient in the body that helps to support joint and tissue functions. By eating a diet that has an alkaline effect on the body instead of an acidic effect, your body will have more magnesium available to help reduce tissue and joint pain and inflammation.

Slower Aging

When cells are subjected to an acidic environment, they function much less efficiently. This reduction in functionality can impair a cell’s ability to repair itself, thus resulting in premature aging. Premature aging can also occur when cells are not able to get enough oxygen, and when they are not able to rid themselves of toxins. An alkaline diet can help prevent all of these scenarios. Better functioning cells means a younger appearance for you. Plus, as an added benefit, an alkaline diet program will also help you maintain a healthy weight.


All good stuff and what are we doing for supplements:

B12-Sam receives a shot every third day of 12 units (and no he does not like these)
Nutrivene D-Sam is now able to take the full dose of 15 capsules a day divided in two doses.
Curcumin-4,000 mg
B6-275 mg
Vitamin D3-5,000 IU
Vitamin C-1,000 mg
Megasorb CoQ10-100 mg
Probiotic 55 billion-476 mg
Butter Oil Fermented Cod Liver Oil-1500 mg
5-htp-200 mg
Magnesium-440 mg
Zinc-75 mg
Calcium-300 mg
Garlic, Oregano Oil and grapefruit seed extract for yeast
Colostrum-480 mg

That's a total of 43 capsules a day, 5 drops and orange juice enhanced with a liquid calcium supplement along with a shot in the butt every third night. Sam with encouragement will swallow all the capsules with apple sauce to help them slide down.

I keep track of Sam's PH and all his supplements on the Ipad with a app called Ibiomed which allows me to create Sam's profile, list his allergies, supplements, therapies and journal any issues, concerns or improvements.

So what have we seen since we started. Well we slowly ramped up to the full protocol. Dr. Schwartz did warn me that we would see some yeast die out and behavior issues at the beginning but they would mellow with time and they have. In the first week or so Sam was hyper, stimmy, demanding and a wee bit overbearing but we kept on. Just Sam being able to take the full dose of Nutrivene without side effects was an improvement. Sam's eyes are now working correctly, they dilate and shrink to the light in the room. The rash on Sam's bottom is finally going away. Sam is sleeping well. He is pulling out more words and doesn't seem to struggle as much when asked a question. We still have to work on listening but he is easier to work with. He has good focus, he still says "no" when asked anything but he doesn't perseverate on it.

He is losing weight, hallelujah!!! He started at 128 lbs. and is now weighing in at 123. He is walking more and has less behavior due to reduced pain issues. Does he have any bone growth in the hip??? We will check that out at his next x-ray in a couple of weeks.

But overall...we are making progress. He seems happier and more in tune with his world. For his birthday and Christmas Sam received KidKraft sets. One is a fire station, another is a construction site and the third is a garage.


Previously we would have had to show Sam how to play with these or he would have had little to no interest. I like the KidKraft sets because they are well built, encourage imaginative play, work on communication skills and utilize fine motor skills to crank up the elevator, or hook on the wrecking ball. What I wasn't prepared for was Sam's appropriate reaction and play. He had the fireman sliding down the pole, going to bed, climbing the ladder and steps and he even had them talking to each other. To most parents that would seem really normal and what he should be doing but they haven't seem Sam do the same thing like drop the guy from the top floor 32 times in a row. Sam is curious about the sets and what you can all do with them. He watches me and then copies me...please keep in mind we used to have to do hand over hand to make this happen. So many things that other parents take for granted just did not happen with Sam...but now they are.


Sam has an interest in coloring and writing letters and words. Sam always liked the TV Teacher.com DVD's but he didn't transfer what he was learning to other areas. The other day he wrote Sam and Dad with his finger on the carpet. Yes, the S was backward but the effort and initiative is what excited me.


Sam decorated the tree I drew. So right now...it's fun...and exciting...and I hope and pray it continues.

We will recheck Sam's blood work in January and tweak as necessary. I am often asked if all this is necessary?? If Sam was healthy and functioning at a good level...I might not have jumped into as much although I would still want to address the extra chromosome and how it causes "overexpression" of genes that change metabolism and function of antioxidants, amino acids, digestive enzymes and other essential nutrients in his body. But Sam was struggling to stay healthy and out of the hospital, his hip was breaking down, his happiness and behavior showed signs of stress, pain and struggle. There was so much about Sam that I was piecing together but I didn't know how to address it. Through the combination of Dr. Steinert and Dr. Schwartz I think we are making progress.

Now I know a question that will come up is cost. Yep, Sam is a kinda expensive kid...although he is worth it. The extensive blood work was run through our insurance by Dr. Steinert. The urine and stool samples and two appointments with Dr. Schwartz brought us up to $1,204.00. I will submit this to our insurance and whatever they don't pick up I will use our HRA account to reimburse. On average a container of each supplement listed would come to a total cost of around $285.00 - $300.00 which would last a little over a month. So a yearly cost of over $3,000.00 in supplements. Add in Sam's NACD program, his organic grocery costs and the dollars begin to add up quickly. We are fortunate that some of our supplements can be put through our Family Support and Waiver programs. We are fortunate to have good insurance and a HRA account. We are fortunate that I can be home with Sam to do his program and keep him on his healthy plan. We are fortunate for so many reasons and Sam continues to make sure I don't take anything for granted.

I went through the holidays feeling empowered that we were doing something. Only time will tell what we will continue to see. I am encouraged but still tentative because I am used to seeing changes and then have them go away or see new side effects that are not expected or wanted. I want Sam to regain full mobility, I want him to ride his bike and enjoy his life. I want him to be healthy and happy.

My intention of this post is to simply share our journey....the positives, the negatives, the struggles and the gains.

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, 'I used everything you gave me'.
Erma Bombeck